Thinking when Standing
What is the phenomenology of this relation between thinking and the body? The question wouldn’t have much urgency to it, were it not for the content of philosophy itself. My own reason for dimming the lights and opening the windows during teaching is because sustained, engaged thinking literally gives me a vertiginous headache. Once in a while, I must pace the room and inhale some cold air. But the pain is not because of the arduousness of teaching itself, but because if we are to seriously contend with the possibility that the world we come into contact with is altered by our very perception and touch with it, then our body must take full responsibility for being on the frontline of this crevice.
“The world is my representation.” Schopenhauer’s thought alone demands the body take heed. In doing so, the body is obligated to express the level of this thought through its failure to “hold sway,” to cite Husserl. Does thinking becoming desensitized to the corporeal weight of idealism and thus remove all evidence of its presence from the human body? If not, then holding out into the nothingness of “endless space” must constitute some kind of threat to pre-reflective embodiment. Schopenhauer agrees: “For a being who thinks, it is a precarious position to stand on one of those numberless spheres freely floating in boundless space.” Standing and thinking: a tense combination, which Schopenhauer, with his acute sensitivity to transience and the mutability of matter, gave full reign to by making the body the centre of the universe—paradoxically a universal body to be denied.
But there is one final question: how did it occur that standing and thinking failed to gain the dignity that walking and thinking have? And here, we can think of the tradition of the Stoa and the Stoics. The relation between the Stoa as a place and the Stoics as historical philosophers is, of course, far from arbitrary. The philosophy of Stoicism, practised in the public arena of the Stoa, is inextricably bound with the act of walking. And indeed Greek philosophy more broadly is surrounded by the halo of thinkers who walk. Yet this motion remains incomplete without attending to the gesture of standing after walking.
It seems to me that the cessation of movement—both physical and mental—is a privileged moment, in which the felt experience of thought comes to the surface. I would claim that cognition catches sight of the demand placed on the body, which was otherwise dormant during the time of walking. A vision unfolds: Countering the great tradition of thinkers who walk, there thus marches a legacy of thinkers who cling to the walls when struck by the lens of thought, neurotically ensuring their body remains intact despite the vulnerability of the empirical world around them. But the legacy is a precarious one, since standing soon gives way to a febrile state, which can be identified as "sitting." Here, something profound and unnerving occurs: the being whom, according to Schopenhauer, “throng, press, and toil, restless and rapidly arising and passing away in beginningless and endless time,” is no longer redeemed by walls and doors, and must gather his thoughts from down below. Yet the sitting is an admission to an end, a rupture in continuity and self-poise, which standing up will never regain. The body is marked by its refusal to stand and think in one place. Once more, I must make recourse to my “anti-hero” Gustav von Aschenbach who embodies the genesis of this end perfectly:
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